am i irritate? sarcastis?weird?retarded? ugly?stupid?and one last thing...very lcly?

hmm.. i wonder in this world...if there are anyone can telll me this truth.....seriously i wanna know..hmm..jean wei, yin-shyen , joan , wan chen, wang yeng aso....u ll are consider my best one.. i really hope u guys doesnot think that i am irritate..weird...sarcastis...ugly...stupid...and lcly....i really really hope so....i want to be bbf with u guys forever..especially jean wei and joan since we are from the same primary school...jean do u hate me? i wonder,...sometimes i don dare to  talk so much to you cause i scare u hate me more....i wanted to keep bbbf with u..and joan...joan and u..are so pretty..sometimes..i really don dare to face u all..i felt so shy to talk face to face with u both..haha dunno why..hahah....this is really what i felt to u both..never mind 210 almost over...i started tobe BBBBBBBBBFFFFFFFFFFFF FOREVER>>...i'lll change my flaws okay..promised .ya..love u all<3